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Christian Joy 💫
Hello my sweet soul aligners,
In our path to spiritual alignment, we are often met with situations and dynamics that challenge us. Shadow that encourages us to step into more sovereignty, more empowerment, more wholeness.
You might be familiar with a recent event that was “not on my 2025 Bingo card'‘ that I shared in a recent podcast episode with Stormy Sage. Members of my family recently became baptized as Born Again Christian. YES, even after I’ve shared pieces of my esoteric journey openly.
I even facilitated breathwork for them. Oof.
I chose to meet them with an open mind. Don’t want to unintentionally create a reality through my fears. Open minds require open hearts after all. Lovely empathy.
It also helped to personally know folks—Jen & Jill from Common Mystics podcast—who live hybrid religious-esoteric lives, i.e., Folk Catholicism. Bless them for how they exist in the wild human existence, and for showing the world what is possible.
About a month ago, in Meltdown June, my mom shared alarming content that distressed me and others in Fam Chat. It’snot the first time my mom disseminated about the End of Times—likely won’t be the last. At the age of 40, it seems like the end of the world happens every few years.
The energy felt different this time around, though. An added layer of awareness of genocide, history of colonial oppression, religious extremism, and collective cult-like behavior will do that.
She tugged on the last and final straw. Felt more like a YANK in my nervous system. I countered openly in a Chat I normally observed behind the scenes with open eyes. My soul on fire. All the reasons why, every way I was feeling about it, how I don’t believe in her beliefs, and that fear-mongering religious extremism does not belong in our Fam Chat. I was boiling and it spilled over. It was my Sagittarian way and truth.
"Don’t share about your religion unless I ask you." (She’s also a Projector in Human Design who doesn’t know about waiting for the invitation. Of course. Her aura penetrating mine.)
I even chose to give what I believe in a name because we never “discussed” it openly. Naming it felt like conjuring energetic truths into the physical. I spilled my guts openly for everyone in the family to read without fear of repercussion. This is ME and behold it in all its beautiful Me-ness, lol. The fire burning in my gut slowly cooled throughout the day and ultimately came back to neutral. Neutral and more whole. Wow. I spilled it all, and it felt lovingly cathartic. A soft hum underneath my skin.
Is this what it feels like to do the scary thing when you have nothing left to lose? My cheeks glowed at the thought.
Last week, Mom randomly dropped a DM sharing her insights from the Bible about false religions. Sighhh, boundary broken already, let’s just see what she says …
Side Note: To be clear, I don’t mind having an objective educational conversation about religion. I often ask questions. I do have a short fuse for information shared with the undercurrent of fear. That energetic is so palpable now.
I replied matter-of-factly, “I don’t believe in religion.”
Mom: “I know you said that several times, but the Bible is not a religion.”
Me: “I don’t believe in the Bible either 😅 it’s usually associated with religion, which is a fair assumption.”
Me: “I believe in a god or higher power. I don’t believe in a god as described in the Bible, therefore don’t believe in the Bible.”
A wall of text floods the DM, taking several swipes to reach the bottom. Eye roll. It was giving indoctrination vibes. Sighhh. Indoctrination. Another energy I have a short fuse for. The familiar fire was bubbling in my gut again. Time to reinforce my boundary again. Just in case anybody wants to see what having a respectful boundary-setting reply looks like, here is what I said:
I would be lying if I didn’t have a part of me sharing intrusive thoughts, wondering, Is this the end of our relationship?
She was quiet for a while and replied with, “I leave it up to God.”
I let out a sigh of relief, Thank fucking god. Lol.
Soaking in solace and my wholeness today. What hasn’t happened is a tomorrow problem after all. A tomorrow that doesn’t even exist. Only the right here and right now is true.
Happy soul boundary setting,
Christian Joy 💫
P.S.: I had a surprising personal Quantum Hypnosis where Jesus showed up in all his human-ness. Feeling all the human emotions. I believe in a human Jesus. A love-first, Jesus. A Jesus who ate with sinners. This QH healed my relationship with Jesus and gave me an open mind for religion. I was going to share it with the community, but the audio was too hard to hear, unfortunately. C’est la vie!
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this is a beautiful example of why the hard work of boundaries is so important. Thank you for sharing.