My Nervous System is getting Hijacked. ICE Raids ramping up in SoCal 🥴
So much for holding space for others ...
Hi loves,
This world is proving to be increasingly chaotic, indeed. When I finally thought I’d settled my nervous system—from personal and family events of the past week—Collective energy was coming in hot today.
“Contraction before the Expansion,” they say in our spiritual metaphysical spaces.
Oof. Am I feeling it. Are you all feeling it as well?
I’ve always felt that the 5D realm is not separate from the 3D. They are vibrations, energies after all.
Spirituality doesn’t have a particular look. It's a feeling vibration.
My dear friend Janessa, an Akashic Reader and attuned to 4 lineages of reiki, shared a beautiful analogy with me:
“I am a Libra and the symbol for Libra is defined as equal parts of both sides. In reality, the scales shift continuously in a dance of balance and harmony. The real picture is the whole picture. The whole scale.”
How can 5D be something outside of our current reality when it is something felt within us. The access to that vibration is Us. And through that access, the 3D reality shifts into 5D. It happens through us.
So far 2025 feels like a test (and testament) of our spiritual tools we’ve collected in our belts over the years. Now that we’ve shifted from Pluto in Capricorn to Pluto in Aquarius, we’ll be tested (the contraction) to crack us open for the expansion into the energetics of community.
Our greatest resource is each other after all.
Nothing lands in my, or your, world by mistake. During my scroll—occasionally sprinkled with social justice conversations amidst K-Pop dance routines, and people making real art with their hands—there it is the ICE raids.
Folks sharing their real-life experiences. Then my mind recollects my daughter telling me there was an ICE raid at a restaurant less than 10 miles from where she lives in San Diego within the past two weeks. I start feeling a prickly sensation underneath my skin. My dry eyes start to well up with tears. My stomach starts to turn.
At any moment, ICE could raid my daughter’s restaurant where she works alongside her migrant co-workers.
Another reporter shared stories of green card holders getting detained. And in LA? The head of the largest Union in the state of California was detained despite being an American citizen for over 40 years.
“Indiscriminately detaining people,” a line that echoes in my ears.
As a life coach, quantum hypnotist, and energy worker—I also resonate with lightworker as well—find it curious and unsettling simultaneously. It reminded me of the time I went to court in my 20s to settle custody over my daughter. I found myself speaking uncharacteristically loud at my lawyer—my first and only experience having a panic attack.
I feel like I’m edging towards those same feelings at this moment. I am human after all with a human nervous system with primal survival instincts. My feelings are beyond normal, beyond natural. Past my DNA, it’s spiritual. My bond with my daughter is at a soul level. One that couldn’t be touched by words. Only felt.
While I love offering my services generously, I had to decline one of my friends today because my Nervous System is too hijacked to hold space for Reiki. Today is one of those days I have to put the oxygen mask on myself first. Tend to my nervous system and make sure my flock is safe before I continue my healing work and mission.
With tears in my eyes and the utmost humility, I am open to any help anyone is willing to share with me in the energy of community. Whatever that looks like and in whatever resonates with you. It could be a healing prayer of love and protection. I’m open to anything while I dip into my tool belt, take a walk around my neighborhood, and put my feet on Mother Earth.
Thank you for your love and generosity,
Christian Joy
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